Hey they bloggers! 

Not sure if there has ever been anyone out there reading this blog, but honestly, I couldn't care less.
It has been more than a year now... And if there is one thing I've learned... it's that people don't change.

I keep staring into the past. I've made some mistakes. I once thought friends where forever. That's probably the biggest mistake I've ever made. Dreaming that our children would grow up together... How stupid..

I worked in some fine places, and got stabbed in the back for doing all the hard work. I don't regret anything I did, I mostly regret the things I didn't do. I wish I took some great revenge for the dark people I've met, but that would'nt do me any justice...

But maybe it's not justice I've been looking for. What if it is some form of parsimonious that I've experienced?  I was not looking at my own life at that time, I just wanted them to be miserable. Isn't that just as bad?

So is it good that I didn't revenge myself? Did it do me any justice? Well... I'm in (what's supposed to be*) paradise, I'm still (supposed to be**) together with the love of my life. He's supporting me with everything, my biggest hero ever. Still my soulmate.

So why still look at the past? Can you tell me? Anyone...?

Xoxo. the Girl on tour

*   What is paradise without family?
** Or without the love of your life? He's at sea. Again.


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