zondag 9 januari 2011
Dear Bloggers.
Notice how everything around you keeps changing. Life is one big challenge. Everyday another day to mess things up or to start something beautiful. Time is so precious. Two years ago that hit me so hard. 17 September will never be the same, but it made so much clear. I'm thankful for that.
I know I appreciate everything so much more thanks to that day. That's why I am who I am right now. I'm not really satisfied about that sometimes, but I know I respect myself. I'm strong, I know who I am and I know what to fight for. with certain things you can pull me down so easily, but I know what that is. I know when that happens. By now, I made a shield for all that. I can lock it out. It took some time to, but I can. So for now I'm happy with who I am and what I do. I enjoy every second.
So should you.
Xoxo. The girl on Tour
15:24
maandag 3 januari 2011
Hello bloggers.
One thing is really pissing me off. Most people who ask about me and my relationship don't seem to get the picture. Most of the time it's like, ahhh nice, and how long have you guys been together? Well a long time, and then always and ever follows the question: well how long has he been home in that period? Then they start to laugh, because it's not even half of the time. ahhhh well then you can't seem to call it anything serious.
Well what do you guys don't get? Please wake up! When he's gone it's just as hard as when he's home! I don't get the nice parts, like watching movies together, I've never been to the cinema with him, I never done a lot of things most couples already did in the first month. But hea! I've had my time with him. We probably have a better connection than any of those superficial couples will ever have. Our relationship is not bounded on the time we have together in bed. Those couples will cry if there love is away for like a month, well we don't, because we know we stay together.
It's even harder when he's gone. I get to live here, I go out every week, I meet very nice people, but do I go any further with them? No, why not? because I don't need a superficial relationship which only last for like a week. I already found a guy who's worth waiting for.
So dumb asses over there who think that having a guy in the marine isn't as hard as a softy who's home all the time, wake up! You don't see ME cry when my men is gone for a week. Because I KNOW he's worth it, like I said before. Damn I'm starting to repeat myself.
I'm just getting really upset by those reactions. "ahw well then your love is still new, and fresh" get real folks. It's harder then anything else. Thinking about him every second and not being able to call him, to say how much I love him as much as I'd like. But hea, You don't hear me complain.
I love him more then anything in this world. And what I like the most is that for once in my life I'm not making a mistake. I know it for sure, this time I found a right guy.
So go on, and say that what we have is not real, or nothing serious at all, but then think about YOUR boyfriend, would you trust him drunk in a bar with girls who are throwing themselfs all over him? probably not, I would. This time I'm sure, I'm for once not a rebound girl. And it feels great.
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Good night and sweet dreams to y'all.
Xoxo. The girl on tour
23:06
zondag 2 januari 2011
Hey there Bloggers,,,
Let's misbehave!
Sometimes in life you got to do some things that you thought you would never do. It's relaxing you know, you just have to do it sometimes. Trust me, It'll chill you down when you're tensed. So relaxe, and misbehave!
Xoxo. The girl on Tour
13:48
