vrijdag 30 juli 2010
Hey there bloggers,
It's been a long day already. Actually I became pretty lazy. Laying on the beach, watching movies, sometimes even sit next to a campfire. How I love my life.
Suddenly i'm back at the core,
thinking of her who had you before
and were as you good, as good as we are?
do you remember?
Did you love her, the way you love me?
is there a chance that there might be
traces of her that you carry
under the surface?
Xoxo. The girl on tour.
17:41
maandag 26 juli 2010
Hello bloggers
Another day in paradise.
My party.. it started absolutely perfect, but then... Yeah. It was quite crowded, and then all of a sudden my brother came home, he got his ass kicked by a motherf.ather who lived in k'wijk. Sort of our rivals. Anyway. All of my friends got pumped up, and all of a sudden it was chaos.
Everyone guy went to the streets trying to find the sucker who punched my brother. He was upstairs while my boyfriend C. was taking care of him. Which was a pretty awesome thing of him to do.
My party was immediately over, and I kicked everyone out of my house except some of my closest friends, they stayed to have a last drink, to calm down and stuff. C. already went to bed, he was pretty tired. So did I when the last friends went home.
A pretty weird night. But a very nice party. I'll add some picture's next time.
Live,laugh,love,smile,work,play
Xoxo. The girl on tour
13:27
vrijdag 23 juli 2010
G'day bloggers.
Today is just another day without any wise words. I'm empty. Got nothing to say. Pretty boring, but hea, you guys gotta live with it until I get some inspiration. Maybe from the trees,, or or or.. the sunset, or something,, some stuff or anything that will happen in my so fascinating life.
O O O ! I got something to talk about!! My new love. Bandanas! Yeah it's true. I'm absolutely in love with bandana's. I recently bought like.. 20 different ones.. and they're all so great!!
Love my new look.
Anyways. Gotta go again. I'm with my boyfriend-figure.
Live, laugh, love, smile, work and play!
Xoxo. The girl on Tour.
21:19
woensdag 21 juli 2010
Dear blogger
You said archeology is more then just finding bones, and you where right. People do have a power over us even after they're gone. When my best friend took her own life I tried to forget the past. I ran away from the pain because.. well, I guess I was afraid. But the past is always with us. And it's time I stop running.
You should also know what else is going on in my head. Remember everything that ever happened? I finally realized something. It's like every time I get close to someone, It's like something is there, saying: "ow, she's about to be happy, better get her".
It kind of sucks. No luck on my side.
Anyway. Still try to Live laugh love smile work and play.
Xoxo. the girl on tour
19:16
dinsdag 20 juli 2010
Hey there bloggers.
You know those moments when you just can't understand what your feelings are telling you?
I do.
Today was a nice day. I talked with some friends, cleaned my room, made some money while working, and all that kind of small things. But then while I was talking to some other friends I suddenly started thinking about some stuff.
How do you know if you want to spend the rest of your life with the persons you hang out with? I wouldn't know.. I mean I'm 17 years old. (for those who didn't know) And if people start to ask you stuff like: do you want to spend your life together with them? How in the whole hell can I answer that?
I think I should be able to, but maybe this isn't the real thing because of the fact that I can't.
It's really hard, don't know if I'll ever get it.
Anyway. Advice is always welcome.
*winks shout out box*
Xoxo. The girl on tour
23:42
maandag 19 juli 2010
Hey there bloggers.
Once upon a time, and a good time it was, there lived a very nice girl. She always wanted to be beloved by everyone, she always did everything for everyone, And o, many many people loved her.
But then, suddenly out of nowhere, not that's not true. Suddenly between the crowd, there was this wicked witch. Only the beloved girl could see what a bad witch she was. but everyone else was already under her spell. Everybody loved the witch. Just because she was making a career, people started to see the beloved girl didn't had a great job, and just because she didn't had one, people stopped loving her. Everything she did, was wrong.
Meanwhile, the wicked witch found her wizard, also a bad one. The slimy wizard sneaky worked his ass into the family, and everyone started to love him, just as they love the wicked witch. The beloved girl, who wasn't beloved anymore, no one noticed her. She became an outsider.
Everybody started to think she was useless. she wasn't going to make a career, with just being nice and friendly, and maybe some creative skills.. that wasn't gonna get you anywhere right?
but then all of a sudden there was a light in the darkness. A prince, on a white horse, who saved her life. He found the girl, rotten in the dark. Eaten by the hate she felt from everyone. He took her on his horse, and drove back to the village. Though she didn't want to, she didn't dare, he forced her into it. Once they reached the village, everybody was thrilled. The prince was gorgeous, and they started to love the girl to. But then..
The prince wasn't new news anymore. He became normal, uninteresting to talk about. So did the girl. The people of the village got carried away again, the spell of the wicked witch and the slimy wizard got stronger, because of there jealousy of the prince and girl. The people started to get brainwashed all over again.
Suddenly the prince wasn't that glamorous. He didn't fit in, he became hated as well. The only difference this time was that the girl wasn't alone anymore. She got the prince. Though the people of the village couldn't see it, she could. He was sincere, as was she. He was gorgeous, nice, friendly everything. And most of all, he was loyal to her. No spell could get him to hate her.
But still, it wouldn't ever be happily ever after. Her whole family against her, how could she ever be happy.. The people of the village got old. Most of them died, A new generation started. The girl became very old as well. She went to another village, made new friends, and, no surprise, she was still together with the prince. One day she received a letter from her (already dead) mother, delivered by her long forgotten sister, who found the letter in her dusty old room.
Dear daughter,
I'm sorry how everything worked out
The wicked witch & slimy wizard got us all under a spell.
We loved them, but they left us.
We always thought they were awesome, but they were not.
They are very lonely locked together in a huge tower on top of the hill.
The girl finally realized something. While she was sort off happy making a family with the one she loved, The ones who ruined her life, and once where so glamorous and awesome because they were making a career, where lonely because of that. To much focused on work, being to busy to really love each other. the girl realized that the time that she was desperate and ruined by the dark, that time, saved her, pulled her to the light, and made her who she was now.
She got stronger, better, more beloved and everything else the wicked witch and slimy wizard could only dream off. Though she didn't had a career, she was happier than anyone else.
Xoxo The girl on tour
19:45
donderdag 15 juli 2010
G'day blogggggers!!
Today is just another day. Today I got home again. No more harbors, no more fishing, just home. A nasty dirty room which need a lot of cleaning, plants who need water, and birds who also need water and also need feed. I really gotta clean my room. It's nasty.
But. I'm not really a clean person. Maybe I like my room not that tidy. Why does nobody understand? A room should be a little bit messy, just a little bit. I think it gives a room a certain vibe, a certain personality. So stop crying about my messy room. I'm messy, and so is my room, deal with it!
Though it's really sad my plants died. Well, my birds still live, that's positive right? At least my mom didn't forget to give them some water. Anyway,
Live laugh love smile work play.
And never forget only dead fish swim with the stream.
Xoxo. The girl on tour
21:35
woensdag 14 juli 2010
Hello hello.Time for something wise to say. It's been a while since I gave you guys some wisdom. So.. Let's try it again.
For today's subject I'd like to quote George Byron. I think this men was quite inspiring. I never heard of him, until I got my new diary. A replica of Byron's diary. Eversince, he took my interest.
What should I have known or written had I been a quiet, mercantile politician or a lord in waiting? A man must travel, and turmoil, or there is no existence.- George Byron - I think he really got this right. People shouldn't be locked away in offices ,they should travel, and see the miracles in this world. If they don't, they just miss a lot of stuff and I don't think you can live the way you should. Anyway. The real reason I pick this quote is because it reminded me of australia. Ghehe shame on me.
Xoxo. The girl on tour
20:11
dinsdag 13 juli 2010
G'day bloggers. Yeah, finaly it's a good day again. I'm such a stressperson.. I've been writing things al day long, because yesterday i got so angry, I really needed to get everything straight. Well, suddenly I realised something. I understanded how he feels. I suddenly changed my mind. It wasn't a big deal he went home.
Thought, I do feel sorry for the fact that I'm not his number one, the way he is my number one. Ok, he went to visit family when he got home, but he also invited some friends.. well why not visit me, because you need to get your head straight, and then instead invite a lot of other friends..
It sort of sucks. But I realised something. I am important to him in another way than he is for me, we are different.. but we both love eachother so much. besides, he's just as stubborn as I am. Wich is pretty funny most of the time. Anyways. Gotta go again. Need some sleep.
Live,laugh,love,smile,work,play. Xoxo. The girl on Tour
22:31
Hey there bloggers,It's a new day, It's a new start, It's a new life, And I'm feeling.. good....
I guess. Maybe not that good, things still need to be sorted out, but hea, I got my head straight again. I realised that I really want things to work out.. I really want to work for it. I hope he wants that to. Yeah afcourse there's been some misunderstandings, but I think I understand him now. The problem is, he needs to see things from my perspective.
If he just said it straight away.. I can't see you till thursday. What would I've done? I would have agreed. If he just said that, not on the day of matter, but just a little bit earlier. I wouldn't be all excited and so very much disappointed when he left me al by myself. I've been skating up and down the bridge where he would pass when he was done with work, and he didn't show.. then when I finally received a message, after asking where he was, he already left..
I don't think he understands how he has hurt me. I was so excited I could finaly see him, and then he left me alone, I understand he needs some space and time for himself, but if he only said that the day before or something. I was in a harbor, and the whole harbor was talking about his ship coming home, and 'the girlfriend who was so excited that her boygriend came home in the last ship at the left wharf.' Wich made me look like a hudge fool or something like that. just because I was so unbelieveable excited and happy to see him.. when he didn't even show....
Anyway. I still really want to see him, still can't wait. When I see him I still want to kiss him, and hug him, and I can't believe that I still love him so much. It's sort off weird. I really have a weakness for him. The only thing is that I wonder if he got the same feelings.. But I think as soon as I see him, I feel like a fool again, for doubting him.
Anyway. What am I gonna do.. I'm gonna wait until friday, and than I hope that when I call him everything will be okay again. I hope he had a good night of sleep this night, at his homeplace, I hope everything I did was okay, like cleaning everything. I know he didn't ask for it, but I think it's normal to do for me. He gave me his key, so it was my responsability.
Hope one day he'll understand my point.. Every girl would be disappointed if the first thing that came op at his mind was being alone instead of seeing his girlfriend after 8 weeks, even if it would only be for 10 minutes.
Gotta go again, I'm still at a harbor, different village though.
Xoxo. The girl on tour.
12:22
maandag 12 juli 2010
Another bad day bloggers..I'm through with it. absolutely done. I'm so angry right now. No that's not true, just disappointed.. very much disappointed. I feel so useless. I feel so down. Anyway. I'm on my holiday now, and the holiday is fine, just what happened sucks.
Hope one day the person will understand what he did, what he said, how I feel about all that.
How he hurt me..
Maybe I should tell him.. Give me some wisdom bloggers.. :(
Xoxo. The girl on Tour.
11:59
zondag 11 juli 2010
Bad'day bloggers..It was to good to be true. Maybe it wasn't meant to be. Maybe it was, though the referee didn't thought so. (and boy did he show it!!) Anyway. Bad luck on our side. My wisdom for this daily blog:
Nice try, try again.
Spain 1 - 0 Netherlands Xoxo. the girl on tour
14:28
zaterdag 10 juli 2010
Hello folks!
Today I went to a free festival. It was awesome. We've seen 'Aux Raus'. it was just amazing. We ate at the McDonalds, and then we got back at the festival. But then.. just when the last band was preforming, it started to rain pretty bad. We all got soaking wet, it was absolutely perfect. We were dancing in the rain.
Anyway. My life is pretty good. Tomorrow I'm going to my grandma and grandpa and I see my boyfriend again. Finally he's back from his 8 weeks journey.
I'm really excited to see him again. I know for sure that when I finally see him again, I get these butterfly's in my stomach. Mennn I can't wait.
Xoxo. The girl on Tour
23:29
donderdag 8 juli 2010
Hello there.
One of my 'feeling good' days today. Wich is pretty awesome because I haven't slept in 23 hours and 15 minutes. Long live the movie marathons. This one we did a Lord of the Rings movie marathon. It was awesome. It's 7:50am right now. So I'm pretty exhausted, but I'm not going to sleep because this afternoon I'm gonna go shopping. Yeah! Real Die hard.
Anyways.
Live,laugh,love(just a little bit more),smile,work(just a little bit less),play
Xoxo. The girl on tour
07:53
woensdag 7 juli 2010
Hey you guys...
Today is one of my 'being-down' days. I don't wanna write anything down about it, except the lyrics that I think are pretty suitable for my current situation.
Oh why that's what I keep askin'
Was there anything I could have said or done
Oh I had no clue you were masking the troubled soul, God only knows
What went wrong and why you'd think about leave the stage in the middle of our song
Xoxo. The girl on tour
10:51
dinsdag 6 juli 2010
G'day bloggers.
I really don't like the messages in my shout out box. Please stop doing that. Haven't figured out how to erase them, but if this messages keep coming, I'm gonna remove the shout out box.
So keep it for comments about my blog only.
Thank you..
Anyways, my life is great. I love my birds, I love my boyfriend (who will be home in 6 days, after 8 weeks of traveling) I love my friends, I sometimes love my family, and most of all, I don't have school for another 8 weeks. Lovely. My friends are also awesome. And I know we are gonna be mates forever.
Live laugh Love Smile Work Play.
Xoxo. The girl on tour
PS: We are gonna be champions this year @ soccer! Go netherlands!!
Tonight the semi-finale. We are gonna rule. I can feel it.
10:31
zondag 4 juli 2010
G'day Bloggers.
Have had another nice day. Just a fact.
You know, when you are having a bad day, and nothing goes right, I wonder, how do you guys handle with it? I always write it down. Some examples: Do's and Don'ts lists (they are very popular among my friends, they say I make them laugh with it... I guess my don'ts are very funny)
Ow and of course the very best thing to get some things straight: a diary! My diary will always be my very best friend. I've already written two diary's. I'm almost through my third. It's very nice, and relaxing to get some things straight while you are writing. This blog is the same. When I'm writing I keep thinking about stuff, and while I'm writing I'm processing certain happenings. It's definitely necessary for me to write at least one time a day. Even if it's only possible on a napkin I'm weird enough to put away my negative feelings by writing.
Gotta go again! It's late..
Xoxo. The girl on tour
23:16
zaterdag 3 juli 2010
G'day bloggers.
Remember those saturdays, when you've got nothing to do? Most of the times they end up being the most wonderfull ones of all. Maybe because you don't look forward to it. Or maybe because it's unknown what you are going to do until the last moment. That's kind off exciting, isn't it?
Anyway. I have no idear what I'm gonna do tonight. I already know it'll end up great. I'll tell you all about it tomorrow. Anyways. Time for some wisdom.
I thought these quotes where sort of matching with my previous story. Remember it's just a joke right!!
When we drink, we get drunk. When we get drunk, we fall asleep. When we fall asleep, we commit no sin. When we commit no sin, we go to heaven. Sssooo, lets all get drunk, and go to heaven. Time is never wasted when youre wasted all the time.
Xoxo. The girl on tour
18:33
vrijdag 2 juli 2010
Hey bloggers.
You're the one that I want. Toodoodedoodooo!
Oew oew oew honey!
Love is so complicated. Always keep that in mind. And the thing I hate most?
mothers, who are married for yeaaars,, telling you: "men.. we're better of without them, So don't even start a relationship"
Does that mean that all parents made mistakes? I don't think so. I rather think a specific saying is well known here. Don't know if it is used in other country's than the netherlands. But I think it's well known that "the grass is always greener on the other side". When you're alone, you would like nothing else than to have a friend, and if
you have one, you would like to be 'free' again.
What good is the advice of mothers.
That's what I thought.
Well, you know what I'm going to say.
live, love, laugh, smile, work, play.
Thé only solution.
Xoxo. The girl on tour.
22:35
donderdag 1 juli 2010
Hey bloggers.
LOVE: The irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.
It's just the way it is I guess. I absolutely desire to be irresistibly desired. Sometimes I wonder if i'm just as irresistible desired, as I irresistible desire. It's complicated. Just read it twice, maybe you'll get it.
Anyway. I guess everyone will get some doubts during a relationship. Well, everyone except actors. Because actors always get a fairytale ending, I'm watching a movie right now, and it's definitely not realistic.
Just some facts, in movies the male-figure always knows where the women is hiding when she's feeling down. They go cheer her up and that kind of stuff, but in reality no one knows where I hide, and no one will ever come and look for me. People in the real life, well they don't make any effort at all to put some things straight anymore.
Second of all, in movies, the female-character is always and forever the one girl standing out of the crowd. How in the hole hell am I going to stand out in this big world? By being myself right. Well, I always am, but I haven't figured out my hidden talent yet. I haven't found the right place to be. Those girls in the movies, they always end up with perfect friends, lovers, etc. Sometimes it's frustrating.
anyway. I do not live in a movie. This is reality. Welcome to the real world.
yeay. well. I'm gonna go. Tomorrow I'll write something more inspiring.
Have a nice life, and remember..
Live,love,laugh,smile,work,play.
Because sometimes things aren't exactly what you expected, sometimes they're even better.
Xoxo. The girl on tour.
22:37
