Speed it up.

Hey there bloggers!
Ok. what happened to me again.. well i've had two very very long nights. remember my sort of 'ex' boyfriend cheated on me.. well.. ok it starts with the fact that I called the girl he cheated me on, school whore. simply... because she is.. but anyway. I noted it down with some do's and don'ts like this:

Don't: Cheat with a schoolwhore.

well. she knew I was talking about her. Anyway. Now she hates me. She will follow me until death seperates us. blabla. haha. I think it's kind of hilarious. She kissed my boyfriend.. while she knew he was my boyfriend for almost a month.. (short period I know.) and then she is not a whore? OK maybe not the schoolwhore. but Common. I was angry. Anyway. She texted me in the middle of the night, called me in the middle of the night, and set up a hudge fight. I was pretty angry about the fact that me and my ex broke up because of that bitch. So I texted him:

Hey. I can't believe you let me go because of that bitch. C (the whore): I will follow you until the death will seperate us. Serious G. (ex) how low can you go.

well. he called and texted me but I was still some kind of asleep.. caus this all happened at like 1 am, and I had to work again the next morning.. But he texted me.. we talked at msn.. and he kind off explained me that he became such a mess since I wasn't there anymore. Even a friend of him explained everything to me.

So yesterday we talked all night long.. at first it was very very weird, but then everything became alright. We're kind off together now. And you know. It feels so good. But I definately don't want to rush things already. I mean. we kissed yesterday... and I told myself I shoudn't do that.. but I wanted it so badly... (ah damn. I think i'm in love..)

We just shoudn't rush it. then everything is gonna be okay I hope..

Xoxo. The girl on tour
10:40



You don't know You!

Hey there bloggers!
Yeay it's official again! Not that we are together. Nope. That we broke up. And guess how I found it out? well. through his friends afcourse.! Remember when everything went great? those days are sooo gone! but hea! my friends are back again. so that's cool.

Updates? well. Okay! Friends are back. Gone out this Saturday. To the beach. swom with some guys I just started to talk with.. pretty weird. There was this one guy that once served us in the restaurant. we talked to him then a bit, and on the beach again. Been swimming at 2 am. Wich may be pretty normal in the warmer country's like calefornia or something like that. but here in the cold Netherlands.. IT IS NOT =P

Then I talked with those guys from my last party I've been to, (3 weeks ago.) well. not really talked but smsed. anyway. it was ok.

With my ex it's over. It's a shame. He didn't know what he wants, he didn't know who he was then either I guess. well. let's just say the guy is pretty messed up. He seems so cool, but he don't even know a thing about himself. Very sad if you always say what people want to hear and that that's the reason why you don't get to know yourself.

LOSER.

Ok. talked to much again.

Bye.

Xoxo. The girl on tour
11:03