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dinsdag 21 juli 2009


Just when things are great...

they could only get worse. hey there bloggers. been a while again. Guess what. remember when my life was perfect? well.. I can't. It seem so long ago when everything went the way it should. My hero is broken just as my heart, and my best friends are gone for another week. All my other friends are gone for the rest of the holidays.. and they left me behind in this massive whole,, some might call it home.

Remember when I guoted this?

I hurt myself today, to see if i still feel. I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real.

well.. Oeps. I did it again. I know i shouldn't do it, but everything went so damn wrong.. Once again. it's jusstxmii. my best friends who'll be home next week, they don't know about my hero. i could't reach them. One is in America and the other is somewhere in a forgotten place called Nieuwkoop.

well anyway. I shouldn't be complaining so much. They only went away for like 3 weeks now. I should be able to survive some short period like that. And you know what. I CAN! The thing is that I really am worried about my hero. I don't know what is going on between us. I don't know what I feel or think, and I don't know what he feels or thinks. It sucks. and that's why I miss my friends so much. Right now I need them!

Well.. anyway! I gotta go.

smell ya later!! =X

xoxo. the girl on tour.

03:04


& A little note




Being Myself

I’m not afraid to speak my mind.
Or share my every thought.
I’m not afraid, and will not hide.
No matter what the cost.

At first I was a little girl,
Who did not understand.
That no one else could rule my world,
Or change the way I am.

Why should I pretend to be,
A girl I know I’m not?
Why can’t no one ever see,
The insides worth a shot.

Judging by the outer looks,
Will never let you see,
All the things you really should.
The outsides just a screen.

I’ll be the girl who sits alone,
Without a single friend.
Even though, at least I know,
I’m true, and don’t pretend.

I’ll wear the cloths I like the best,
And not the one’s approved.
Who cares if I’m not like the rest.
To me, myself, I’m true.



& memory lane


mei 2009
juni 2009
juli 2009
augustus 2009
september 2009
oktober 2009
november 2009
maart 2010
juni 2010
juli 2010
augustus 2010
september 2010
oktober 2010
november 2010
december 2010
januari 2011
maart 2011
juni 2013
augustus 2013
november 2014

& Shout Out



& About Me

JusStxmii
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It. I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.



& Wishlist

Go to Australia
Make me grow taller.
Wisdom, Knowledge & Talent.
Fame, Beauty & Fortune.
Friends forever.


& Adiences


 

They applauded her and gave her a standing ovation.

& Links

Girl on Tour