Bright and shining.

Hey there bloggers. Yup it's me again. I want to tell you something about life. You know, I live in a small village. Nothing wrong with that, but most people forget what that includes. Everybody knows everything about everybody. That doesn't sounds so bad, but believe me. It is terrible.

Imagine. One mistake you make at misnight. No one there just him and her. The next morning, when the whole family is there for thea, everybody knows. They think you're a disgrase for the family. But who told anyone what happened? In such a short period. Guess you'll never know..
That's just something i wanted to spit out. Anyway.. My hero officially died i guess.. Let's just wait up and see what happens.

Storybook endings. Fairy tales coming true.. Deep inside me i want to believe they still do.

Xoxo. The girl on tour
15:18



Just when things are great...

they could only get worse. hey there bloggers. been a while again. Guess what. remember when my life was perfect? well.. I can't. It seem so long ago when everything went the way it should. My hero is broken just as my heart, and my best friends are gone for another week. All my other friends are gone for the rest of the holidays.. and they left me behind in this massive whole,, some might call it home.

Remember when I guoted this?

I hurt myself today, to see if i still feel. I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real.

well.. Oeps. I did it again. I know i shouldn't do it, but everything went so damn wrong.. Once again. it's jusstxmii. my best friends who'll be home next week, they don't know about my hero. i could't reach them. One is in America and the other is somewhere in a forgotten place called Nieuwkoop.

well anyway. I shouldn't be complaining so much. They only went away for like 3 weeks now. I should be able to survive some short period like that. And you know what. I CAN! The thing is that I really am worried about my hero. I don't know what is going on between us. I don't know what I feel or think, and I don't know what he feels or thinks. It sucks. and that's why I miss my friends so much. Right now I need them!

Well.. anyway! I gotta go.

smell ya later!! =X

xoxo. the girl on tour.
03:04



Hope. Love. Believe.

Hey there bloggers. It's me. It's always me. But who am I? No idear. Let's keep it that way.

I really enjoyed the past days. Didn't thought of anything. Just enjoyed every second. Everything felt so great. when I think about everything that's changed.. well.. I just need to smile. The only thing is, that I'm kind off scared for what is comming next... Just KIND OFF scared... not really.. because.. I'm never scared.. afcourse. But I just never wants this to end. Everything is perfect. I guess I shouldn't be worrying so much.

I just need to realise that things arent the way they used to be anymore.

Once again. I love my friends. I love my life. I love my birdies. I love vacation. Been to the beach every day the past week. It was awesome. Met some nice people. Gotta take a shower now, because... SAND EVERYWHERE!

Xoxo. The girl on Tour
20:21